I AM TRANSGENDER (FEMALE TO MALE)


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Queer non-binary/genderfluid in a 15 minute video

3 minutes ago

If you dont like doing your hair why dont you get a pixie haircut since youre "a guy" ? I Bet you wont cuz you actually love your long GIRLY hair

48 minutes ago

don't take it so seriously xD

57 minutes ago

This is just proof to me that being “transgender” is a trend right now

1 hour ago

they do anything for clout

1 hour ago

Are you on Ecstasy?

2 hours ago

Its not even funny you know?
It's just really makes me sad about the people that exist in this world.

2 hours ago

You’re probably gender fluid

2 hours ago

Didn't she also came out as a lesbian that only dates/have sex with males at one point? Now she is a transgender gay man??

2 hours ago

You make me wanna cry.

2 hours ago

FUCKING DISGRACE TO AMERICA IF WE GO TO WAR AGAIN WITH CHINA IM THROWING TRISHA ASS INFRUNT OF THE BOMB

2 hours ago

So far, because I roll out of bed with my short hair, no makeup, and baggy clothes men don't desire me. Also, I work with a F-M half transitioned gay male and he agrees she sounds like she just likes them "fruity." I knew her career was going to flop ha. She's probably off or on something.

2 hours ago

ABOMINATIONNNNN

2 hours ago

ABOMINATION

2 hours ago

ABOMINATION

2 hours ago

FUCKING DIKEEE

2 hours ago

UUU ARE FUCKING NASTY ASF

2 hours ago

Whatever gender u are, ur still ugly.

2 hours ago

Wait. So she’s saying she went from “male” to “female” to “male” to “female”? Wtf is going on. Like, your probably just gender fluid. Your not the only person who’s not “girly”. Also, I’m non-binary so I know what is and isn’t trans. Like, girl, your ether gender fluid or female. Also, we’ve not been calling you. We never have. So shoe. Go annoy a different community. (like the one that want’s a straight pride, you’d fit in there)

2 hours ago

Upon reading the comments, I assumed this was a ridiculous video. But from my prior knowledge of watching some of your older videos, here are some suggestions:

1) Your hyper focus on external characters of a “female”.
You constantly mention you love the beauty of females (you yourself emphasize heavy makeup) and have mentioned in your previous videos you love how voluptuous your body is (big bust/butt). Body confidence is great (if your health is fine) but you focused so much on hyper external female traits like bold makeup, acrylic nails, “cleavage” that you may have attracted the wrong type of straight guys? Reflect on your actions and ask yourself whether you made yourself appealing to a certain population of straight guys that are not so nice and may have been unfaithful to you.

2) Your “penis envy” is what most of us aspiring-to-be-successful females experience.
I don’t ever directly envy a guy’s penis but I do envy the benefit of doubt a guy gets from society, especially in terms of work. Females can be more qualified than males but they will still get underpaid or not get the managerial position. This is not just Western, but an international phenomenon. There have been instances in which I’ve sat among my guy friends (in prestigious positions) thinking to myself “wow guys are such an average species but so privileged”.
You mentioned that guys can get away with being assertive and such, but you come off as a bitch. Myself and other females have experienced the same, even when we are not making extraneous effort to be assertive, but are just confident and resolute, we appear “bitchy” or “cut throat”. I blame the group of females who are ultra submissive and extremely indecisive for making us, the other female population, look “bitchy”.

3) You have residual issues with your infertility
I think in one of your vids you mentioned you can’t have children? You are in your 30s and can’t have children so you might be falsely identifying as a man.
I’m not gonna be like “society brainwashes us to have babies” because birthing is a beautiful thing, and raising a child can be a great experience. Please make sure your gender issues aren’t arising from this. You can be, not a mother, but still a great woman. I am not sure what avenues you have in your line of work, but if this factor does impact your gender issues, the infertility part, seek out opportunities to help children in need. If that is too extreme for you, find out some way to fill the motherly void. Western medicine and agencies have made fertilization treatments/adoptions efficient.

4) You are looking for thrills
Trisha, I am sorry for being “bitchy”, but your explanation doesn’t make sense of a transgender journey. I have read about people who experienced actual, serious gender dysphoria, i.e they hated all the external characteristics about themselves and struggled with it mainly during adolescence to young adulthood. There are just constant mentions of how this person or that person makes you feel. You are thinking of doing an invasive be surgery based on others’ treatment towards you. You’re making it about them, and not you. How are you so sure that the “gay males” will still be nice to you after your surgery? Perhaps, like yourself, they also love “female beauty”.

And straight guys can be both masculine and soft.

I am not an advocate for the LGBTQ community. But Transgender people face serious mental stress from their transition, firstly the strong disdain of their sex and thus identity, telling family and friends, sexual partners, the costs, etc. They also realize much early on than you, they do so in their early 20s, not after being rejected or treated poorly by the opposite sex. It is an innate thing from their childhood/adolescence period. It is not something rich adults should experiment with just because.... So figure out your internal conflicts before proceeding. Document your feelings, talk to family, professional.

Also, agree with the “they/them” pronoun thing.

2 hours ago

You’re very brave, T.

3 hours ago

ur really offensive and really confusing.

3 hours ago

You look like a crackhead 😭

3 hours ago

We should not pay so much attention to hypocrites,give her some books and no internet access,maybe she’ll learn something useful

3 hours ago

"girl someday, and boy someday" isn't that just Non-binary instead of transgender?

3 hours ago

So basically she is a female who identifies as a male who dresses like a female and because she is a straight female she is a gay man.....................seems legit

3 hours ago

I really don't mean to offend people but honestly leaving rude comments doesn't make you the king of the world.

4 hours ago

when you BROKE broke and need to rack up views

4 hours ago

You’re just a girl with tomboy traits that has gone through some shit that makes you dislike guys.

4 hours ago

Trisha : “i’m a female who likes gay guys so i must be a gay male”

Also trisha : “I think they/them pronouns are confusing.”


i’m sorry T H A T S CONFUSING ???

4 hours ago